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Love Letter To No One

19 Apr

This is to the one who I will love with all my heart that I haven’t met yet. I want to thank you in advance for all the countless times you spent listening to my ramblings. For always telling me that my cooking is amazing, yet at times may give you food poisoning. For taking care of me when I’m sick ( probably from my own food poisoning ). For pretending to enjoy watching an Arsenal game, even though you don’t even know the rules of soccer. For the courage you’ve given me to pursue my goals and the kicks in the ass to maintain them. For picking me up when I’m down and giving me the reassurance that everything will be ok. For the snuggles and the kisses that I have always charish and think about when I’m without you. For the many times you tell me that I snore, but yet you still want to sleep beside me.

You’ve seen me in my high and in my lows and yet you have always accepted all of me. You have always been my better half and someone who I will always admire and inspire to be like. You have always made me want to be a better person and continue to grow. I just hope that one day I can return the favor and be that same person you are to me.

This is my letter to the one person who I will love with all my heart that I haven’t met yet. I will be waiting for you.

Timing

5 Jul

It’s true how time can shape a person. Through out the years, we’ve gain experience that for better or for worst, shape who we . The people we surround ourselves with, the lovers we connect to, even the scenery we place ourselves in, provide us knowledge that we carry in us. I love that these experiences that we come across are so personal that words can never truly explain the feeling that is given. It’s a mark that is etch in our soul that defines us and helps us grow. Everyone grows at their own pace. Some faster than other, but we eventually reach the finish line in the end. Some people take short cuts, while others like the scenic route, but there’s no wrong way, but your way. Celebrate your victories, but also learn from your defeats. Its ok to let go. Take YOUR time and do what YOU feel is right. I hear the saying over and over again “Time heals all wounds”… but do we have the patience to wait? 

This moment is you…

9 Jun

Viewing a vanilla sky during a sun rise. 

Smelling freshly baked goods out of the oven. 

The sound of a baby laughing. 

The soft touch of velvet on your skin.

The way it feels when you fall in love for the first time.

The excitement of not knowing if she feels the same way. 

If I can bottle this moment, this moment would be you. 

comprehension

24 Apr

I want to liquify my emotions,
Pour them into a bowl,
Serve them to you for dinner,
And have you consume them,
So you will understand exactly how I feel

Dirt is lifes =

24 Apr

I see a ball roll down a hill, in front of me.
I watch it as it becomes fused with the earth.
Dirt, leaves, puddle filth…all absorbing in the ball.
Kind of reminds me of my life.

inside

24 Apr

it’s awake inside me
willing things to change
wanting time to go by
and my eyes to open up to a new day
it’s cold inside me
no trust left for me to give
all of my soul given
and yards piled up on the other side
it’s awake inside me
the love for all i know
my heart so full of light
and memories of the past drifting by
but yet it’s cold inside me

nobody

24 Apr

sinking slowly
striving to get out
scratching at the edges
screaming out loud for some help
my voice is mute
eyes turned upward
looking at the winter night sky
searching for some reason
in this nothing I have become
I slice away
scrambling for a touch of life
salvation left me
sympathy is far gone
screw it all
this life is so constant
I can’t take it anymore
someone make me feel
stimulate my blood
stain my soul
sensation take me over
the cigarette burns slower

a drug on drugs

24 Apr

a lot like a whisper.

people come and go.

changing is everything.

nothing is the same. 

who would of thought of this. 

the way things would be.

how life is turning out. 

it all seems so distant to me. 

how did it happen.

i cant seem to recall. 

when did everything become so wrong. 

so out of place. 

i lost it somewhere. 

somewhere long ago. 

i’ve been searching and looking. 

but i dont think i will ever find it again.

blank air

24 Apr

Staring at the plastic face
Awaiting the fade to black.
The clock ticking is filling the still, blank air
And still there is no turning back.
Yet still permeating my mind,
By mixing with your being.
My extended emotions are manifested,
Through my active physical expression.
Feelings become irreversible on my part.
And now your free,
Leaving me
with a completely
empty
Feeling.

just a thought…

24 Apr

Children’s voices echoing silently
Creaking footsteps creeping in the void

Hopes and dreams tickle as a reminder
Happiness manifests as voices smile

Pale white sheets with familiar scents
Scratching at doors while warm in bed

Falling rain flawlessly frolics
On a pit of despair deep in a groggy mind of dirt
Cleansing it from all ill feelings

Wasted time used up on nothing
Inactive bodies wasting away
This circle ends with choice

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